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| Life has been busy! That's a good thing these days with the economy the way it is. I'm trying to get by with all my bills and necessities that I must pay for. The Lord will provide.
I've been wanting to travel again but that door hasn't opened up for me quite yet. I know that I will be traveling again soon and spreading the love of the Lord around as He sees fit for me. Lately I've been reading and studying a lot, not to mention praying. We can't forget that aspect now can we?
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| Today I'm feeling sickly. My sinuses are in pain and my throat is sore. I don't enjoy this type of thing, but alas, I will be thankful for God knows what I may learn from this.
I haven't been very social able lately, but mostly because I've been reclusive while I've been reading, as well as exercising my spirit.
For now, I'm going to go eat an orange.
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| It's been a while since I've made any public posts. There's been a lot of person happenings that I thought shouldn't be shared. Nothing bad, but still. If anyone's out there reading, I plan on making more and more public posts.
May Adonai bless you.
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| Wow!! I forgot about xanga for a long time! In fact, I haven't even been on a computer for a long time. Ah, the adventures I've had. I've traveled the country, met so many different people who were and still are simply marvelous! I've made a lot of friends and reached out to a lot of people. It was great to see so many people turn their lives around and continue down the Proper Path. I've received so many letters from so many people!! It's wonderful to see the Lord work!
At one point, I left with $100 in my pocket (maybe a little more, I can't remember) and just went on a whim to Joplin, Missouri... but when I got there, I was led to go further north to do more Work for God. I found myself in Chicago; Marshfield, Wisconsin (stayed there for a week!); Minneapolis; then I was led to go towards Denver... that's when the most amazing thing of the journey happened!
I was in Lexington, Nebraska... I had to stay the night there. I was so tired, but I felt I should go for a walk. On that walk 2 amazing things happened! I met a man in the lobby of the hotel I was at (which I had spent the last of my money on) and he came up to me and handed me a $100 bill! He said that he was told in a dream that he would find someone looking like me and that he should help me by giving me money! Praise the Lord!!
I went on my walk and I went to the park. I sat on a bench and started to pray while looking at the stars... when I heard something. I looked around and I saw someone sitting on another bench a little ways off, so I got up to go talk with them because they appeared to be crying. But the Lord stopped me and told me to prepare myself.
So quickly I surrounded myself with His Light and prepared myself to be a conduit and for spiritual battle, then proceeded towards them.
There was a man there who was indeed crying. I sat on the bench with him and softly asked what was wrong. His face was buried in his hands and he was leaned forward, so I couldn't see much of him... but he told me that he was so alone and that he had lost everything dear to him in life... that he didn't want to live anymore... at that he sat up and looked at me and there was blood on his face and his hands. I could then see that he had cut his wrists and was slowly bleeding to death. There was a lot of blood, but I could tell that it hadn't been too long since he did it. I knew he still had quite a bit of time (that's a very slow death actually).
I told him that he wasn't alone right then, that I was there with him. We talked and we both cried. Within 30 minutes, he was feeling quite woozy, but his mind had been changed and he wanted to live! But I had no clue where a hospital was and had no phone... and that's when the Lord spoke up and told me to hug him and pray over him. So, we both stood up and I hugged him and prayed. He cried so hard that it made me cry. I could feel such a darkness inside of him but I felt it leaving and burning up. He cried harder! I felt my spirit tremble and then I felt this surge of energy go through my body, so white and hot and even intoxicating... and he stopped crying and started to laugh!!! I wasn't praying anymore at this point. I even started to laugh. I let go of him and he grabbed my shoulders and said thank you with a huge smile on his face. He seemed revived and filled with joy. It was then that I realized that his wrists were healed! They had closed up! Praise be unto the Most High unto the Ages!!
That night I had a dream that I was to go home. So, I came back. It's late now and I need to get to bed. Good night all!
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| Wow! It's been a while since I wrote on here. That's too bad. Life has been interesting. Everyday has seemed as a week. I've been having strange dreams and had an encounter with something very interesting this morning.
I awoke because I thought I heard my roommate humming a single note and walking back and forth in my room. Then he walked over to my bed and climbed on top of it, I felt the bed shift, and then he was staring straight down at me. I was about to ask him what he was doing when he vanished right before my eyes! I have been working on my essays about certain spiritual matters. They are important to me. However, I have not kept a good defense up at all. *Hits forehead* I have had the favor of the angel Ha***ah, but unfortunately the attention of the angel has drawn the attention of other spirits as well. I must go and bid Ha***ah to depart and then build my spiritual wall. (that's what I get for sloppily evoking her to my aid)(And I do not write her name in full for the sacred name of the Lord is in her name...blessed be His name forever)
It seems that when we try for something, there is always opposition. I take that as a great sign as I know that I will be made stronger.
Glory and honor and power be unto the Most High God! Forever and ever! Amen!
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There, now all feels much 'cleaner.'
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